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What sixteen-year-old Elizabeth has lost so far: forty pounds, four jean sizes, a boyfriend, and her peace of mind. As a result, she's finally a size zero. She's also the newest resident at Wallingfield, a treatment center for girls like her--girls with eating disorders. Elizabeth is determined to endure the program so she can go back home, where she plans to start restricting her food intake again.She's pretty sure her mom, who has her own size-zero obsession, needs treatment as much as she does. Maybe even more. Then Elizabeth begins receiving mysterious packages. Are they from her ex-boyfriend, a secret admirer, or someone playing a cruel trick?
This eloquent debut novel rings with authenticity as it follows Elizabeth's journey to taking an active role in her recovery, hoping to get back all that she lost.
Reviews (4)
School Library Journal Review
Gr 9 Up-This debut novel offers readers an authentic and in-depth look at eating disorders as 16-year-old Elizabeth Barnes battles her disease and begins to learn that healing and acceptance must come from within. When she and her parents first pull up to Wallingfield Psychiatric Facility, Elizabeth is convinced that they've made a terrible mistake. While she's fairly certain she does have an eating disorder, the severity of her situation has yet to sink in. At first, Wallingfield, with its mandated meals, constant supervision, and daily weigh-ins, feels as cheery and welcoming as a prison, but as Elizabeth grows closer to the other residents and gradually accepts some of the more painful truths about her illness, she realizes what she must do in order to get back the life that anorexia has taken from her. Elizabeth is a sympathetic narrator, relatable even in the midst of her turmoil. The arrival of several mysterious packages lends some intrigue and romance to the narrative. The secondary characters are well drawn, and the friendships that the protagonist forms with her fellow patients allow the author to delve into a multitude of perspectives on eating disorders. The book doesn't sugarcoat and portrays with steady clarity and empathy the characters' struggles. -VERDICT Filled with honesty, heart, and unexpected humor, this story is sure to please a multitude of readers. A recommended purchase for larger collections.-Laken Hottle, Providence Community Library © Copyright 2017. Library Journals LLC, a wholly owned subsidiary of Media Source, Inc. No redistribution permitted.
Publisher's Weekly Review
After being sent to a psychiatric facility to face her anorexia, 16-year-old Elizabeth can see that the other residents are dangerously underweight, but she's jealous of their protruding bones and terrified of the weight she'll be forced to gain in treatment. In order to regain a healthy outlook, Elizabeth must embrace outside help and accept that anorexia "isn't a disease where you take your medicine and then wait" ("Your recovery is 100 percent up to you," she's told). Elizabeth's dealings with her parents, especially her mother, are both fascinating and frustrating; it's clear that her mother has been modeling restrictive and unhealthy eating behaviors, which have affected Elizabeth's views of food and weight. Elizabeth's relationship with her ex-boyfriend and with the brother of a fellow patient are engaging, but not driving forces in her recovery, happily. Through Elizabeth's painful uphill battle, newcomer Ballard skillfully illustrates that although unhealthy eating habits may start as a choice, an eating disorder is a complicated illness that cannot be battled without support and vigilance. Ages 12-up. Agent: Kent D. Wolf, Friedrich Agency. (June) © Copyright PWxyz, LLC. All rights reserved.
Kirkus Review
A young woman struggles with anorexia in this debut. High school junior Elizabeth has dropped to a dangerous 90 pounds before being sent to Wallingfield Psychiatric Facility by her worried parents. She's unsure what to expect and is somewhat ambivalent about her treatmentshe doesn't want to get better if it means that she has to gain weight. However, as this engrossing and heartfelt novel progresses, Elizabeth finds that the enforced, monitored meals and various therapy groups at Wallingfield are at once sources of shame, frustration, and hope. Vivid descriptions of the panic and visceral disgust she experiences at the prospect of eating juxtapose well with the account of her progress as she begins to confront just how profound the effect her mother's disordered relationship with food and body image has had on her. That some of this account is noticeably expository finds compensation in Elizabeth's well-developed character. Elizabeth develops supportive friendships with several girls at the center, and a romantic subplot with a boy she knows from school adds an appealing layer to the first-person, confessional narrative. The ethnicities of the main characters are not specified, though mention is made of a friend of Elizabeth's standing out as the only Indian student at school, suggesting that the community is predominantly white. Readers will root for the novel's likable main character and gain some understanding of the complexity of her illness at the same time. (Fiction. 14-18) Copyright Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.
Booklist Review
Debut author Ballard details exactly what 16-year-old Elizabeth loses as she strives for perfection and eventually learns to accept herself. Elizabeth has achieved her ultimate goal, being a size zero, by starving herself. Yet her achievement results in her being placed in a psychiatric facility and forced to lose what she's come to think of as her perfect size. Puzzling packages soon start arriving for Elizabeth that bring out painful memories, and she wonders how, or if, she will survive anorexia to return to her normal life. Ballard's tender novel is one of recovery and acceptance. She enters into the complex world of teenagers and the sensitive issues they deal with on a daily basis, clearly depicting how teens can succumb to medical conditions such as anorexia. Deliberate pacing makes the story a little difficult to get into during the first few chapters, but readers will gradually fall deeper and deeper into the story. A heartfelt account that shows a lot of promise from a new author.--Patterson, Savannah Copyright 2017 Booklist